I used to blog alot when I was my late teens and tweens (20-21). Back then, I was desperate to be heard. I felt cool to have a personal site on my own in the internet, especially when I didn’t even have a personal room at home.
This changed when I entered NTU as a journalism student. I devoted my time to building a portfolio through recognised platforms such as the Nanyang Chronicle. When I went overseas to the University of Missouri for 1 semester, I busied myself with photography and writing. Blogging basically died as a personal hobby.
But today, I felt a sudden urge to blog. After a burning, exhausting semester for the 2nd half of 2010, I’m very emotionally drained. It had been a very unhappy December for me. My unhappinest in my whole life. Exams ended late. Final projects ran into serious trouble. Internship is having an early start. I had no time to recharge and reorganise my life. I had to rush to shop my office clothes, and I wasn’t even sure what to wear. Best of all, I fell very sick and lost a few kilograms. (Not that its bad either)
It was my worst Christmas. Ever. And I felt really tired. I can’t really complain to anyone either I guess. But let me have my space on the internet, and I will be fine.
I will blog about my year 2010 tomorrow. It had been my tradition to write a blog about the whole year. With the exception of a bad Christmas, 2010 had been a turning point in my life. There were many triumphs, minus the celebrations. But I will celebrate privately in my heart. =)